| sometimes i wonder what would happen if i was never born.
would people be happier?
idk why i'am here anymore. i've been so stressed for the last like 5 months
and it won't stop. I'm just not happy anymore i guess.
it feels like people expect so much from me and i completely upset them if i can't do tht.
i went bowling yesterday with my friend brett
it was so much fun
ben was suppose to come
but knowing him when he says he is gonna do something he won't.
i miss the old him
the one who actually cared.
i wish he would come back
but thats to much to ask.
i want him to come back
but we don't alwasy get what we want.
|
| |
| blah haha xanga = asdfghg
haha so umm ya i had a great b day spent it wiht tess went shopping then went out to eat wiht ben && then to a the movies wiht him [ = then after my birthday we went to arkansas to soem resort it was fun but i missed my benji boo a WHOLE BUNCH!!!!!! lol i love him very much but right when i go tback i go tot see him then a week later i had surgery well last monday i did =[ can't walk till tuesday ...ben ben went to my surgery =] it helped bc like i was scared lol hahaha so umm ya right now i'm waiting for tess to call me so i can go over to her house lol i'm excited for school to start i miss mostly everyone well not everyone =P haha so ya idk if anybody even reads this but watever
toodles
///aMy///<3
o ya the 13th is myn and bens 2 month anniversary i'm excited [=
|
| |
| xanga is
boring me
it
is all about
mysapce
and facebook now so
if u want to tlk to
me
either im me or get a
myspace i'm still
waiting on my thing
for facebook
hey hey
well tessi poo spent the night again and i don't feel like putting pics up so MEH!!!
lol so new quarter starts 2morro!!! and i hv
speech 1 bishop
comp blazeck
concert choir some lady
under catholic christ 2 with beadrow
  
spring break is coming up and i hv no idea wat i'm doing! lol i was suppose to do somehting with my grandparents but NO they always cancel!! ok the lay up rite now is messed up i hv to fix it 2morro b/c i need to get off! so i got harry potter 4 the first day it came oout woot woot ok t0 people who don't kno i'm in love with tom felton!! lol i'm madly in love with him lol!! so i got my haircut and i haet hate hate hate hate IT!!!!! I HAET MY BANGS!!!!! and i got 3 inches cut off!!! ok i will write more 2morro b/c i hv to go
  
leave me bunches of comments!!
BEST SONG EVER!!!!!!
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was so accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
And it's not so pleasant. And it's not so conventional
And it sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
No it's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
And it sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, relax
just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, relapse
Again, again
You can take the kid from the fight but You cant take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
You can take the kid from the fight but You cant take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
And it's not so pleasant. And it's not so conventional
And it sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
No it's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
And it sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
You can take the kid from the fight but You cant take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
You can take the kid from the fight but You cant take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
You Can take the kid from the fight
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind you what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind you what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
You can take the kid from the fight but You cant take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
You can take the kid from the fight but You cant take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
You Can take the kid out of fight
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
<3aMy!! |
| |
with ben is on thursday 
eh eh eh eh eh 
*cough*maureen*cough*elena*cough*Malone*cough*
